Thursday, December 29, 2005
BLAST FORM THE PAST!!!
hey,i just finished chatting with my sunflower on the phone. we were talking bout how we ended up together 4+ years ago...honestly, i still feel surprised whenever i think bout how long we've been together. it seemed like it was just last week that i felt so high after chatting with her on mirc before we became bf and gf.. the time when i stayed up so late talking bout everything under the sun. the time when i wrestled with the idead of she liking me cos honestly, i didnt think i was good enough.. i rem on one sunday, i couldnt wait to chat online with her,that i called her up although my prepaid card was close to getting empty..those times i lay on my bed thinking of how wonderful it would be if i got to hug her, hold her in a slow dance..hai.. truth be told, i still sometimes dream of holding her, looking into her eyes as we sway from side to side engrossed in ech other's company while a lovely song plays... hai..
i accept that life with may is not always sweet but one thing i know is that im a better guy with her..she brings me confidence and assurance. when i feel the lowest and quite demeaning of myself, she's there to remind me bout God and his purpose and that she loves me..i know most times i dont show how much i care bout her.i feel bad about that..i hope the occasional things i say or do makes her "tahan" me abit longer :) .
i just would like to thank God for He has kept us together through everything that has stood to test us in those 4+ yrs. the times that we felt like breaking up, God was there, arranging the circumstances for us to get back together again..times then the holy spirit whispers and tells us to swallow our pride and say sorry to one another..hai..
God is Good,braders and sistas.. PEACE!
rovin blogged at 2:56 AM
