Thursday, December 29, 2005
BLAST FORM THE PAST!!!
hey,i just finished chatting with my sunflower on the phone. we were talking bout how we ended up together 4+ years ago...honestly, i still feel surprised whenever i think bout how long we've been together. it seemed like it was just last week that i felt so high after chatting with her on mirc before we became bf and gf.. the time when i stayed up so late talking bout everything under the sun. the time when i wrestled with the idead of she liking me cos honestly, i didnt think i was good enough.. i rem on one sunday, i couldnt wait to chat online with her,that i called her up although my prepaid card was close to getting empty..those times i lay on my bed thinking of how wonderful it would be if i got to hug her, hold her in a slow dance..hai.. truth be told, i still sometimes dream of holding her, looking into her eyes as we sway from side to side engrossed in ech other's company while a lovely song plays... hai..
i accept that life with may is not always sweet but one thing i know is that im a better guy with her..she brings me confidence and assurance. when i feel the lowest and quite demeaning of myself, she's there to remind me bout God and his purpose and that she loves me..i know most times i dont show how much i care bout her.i feel bad about that..i hope the occasional things i say or do makes her "tahan" me abit longer :) .
i just would like to thank God for He has kept us together through everything that has stood to test us in those 4+ yrs. the times that we felt like breaking up, God was there, arranging the circumstances for us to get back together again..times then the holy spirit whispers and tells us to swallow our pride and say sorry to one another..hai..
God is Good,braders and sistas.. PEACE!
rovin blogged at 2:56 AM
Monday, December 26, 2005
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
"For God so loved the world that he gave His only Son that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish and have everlasting life."
power man!! nyahaha..what a great promisse. hard to believe if u look at it in a logical point of view but dont think faith really cares much bout human logic. :). God is so good,no? He went down for us losers in this world to save us.. ang galing, galing!! :) we can never say thank you enough....
rovin blogged at 1:14 AM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
I’m now at tiong bahru, typing this entry with may’s laptop waiting for tie to by..
Extremely sian.. I’ve even resorted to playing pinball.. as it is, still have like around 52 min till I have to get of my seat. I’m waiting for may to come back from meeting her cousins. I’m the bag boy today..alot of bags with me now,man.. anyway tiong bahru is full of gargantuan pictures of veggies.. ive got tomatoes, celery, onions and many more..you name your burger topping, they’ve got it-in super blown up pictures… it’s like VEGGILA-THE VEGGIES STRIKE BACK!!! K, hang on…
My phone keep ringing lah….i’m on off today but work keep looking for me.. a lot of work and tuff that keep popping up.. I’m just praying that everything will be alright. Oh yah, happy birthday to my lola!!! I’ve never known anyone so forgiving..well,except God.. but seriously , she’s sooooooooooooo forgivin..
Was watching troy yesterday and wondered why hector didn’t throw Paris off the ship on their way back to troy when he found out Paris brought along Helen.. arghhh.. if my siblings did what Paris along, we’ll be carrying two less passengers in the ship. J. I wouldn’t know what to do.. should I kill my bro and the girl? Should I just bring the girl back who will surely die? Should I do what hector did and protect my bro? or should I just close my eyes and ears and pretend I didn’t hear or see anything. ;)\ hainako! I think I’ll at least punch my bro lah… very hard…. And if I found out I’ll probably fight against Achilles, I’ll whack him up man… then I’ll hug him.. nyahah. That’s just how I am.. you do something freakin wrong, you’ll get it but that doesn’t mean I don’t love you..
Oh! I am I sounding like this?! I sound like some punked up melodramatic guy lah.. must be because of the constant pop music being played here in BK tiong bahru.. anyway, I just want to declare that this is the first time I didn’t finish my whopper… the phone calls from work, the frustration of not being able to access the net and that my whopper got chilled by he freezing aircon must’ve made me do this unheard of and almost sacrilegious act… haiako.. I’m running out of battery man… gtg before may scolds me for using up her batt playing pinball.
rovin blogged at 3:31 PM
Friday, December 02, 2005
WHY?!
The Bible said there is a time for everything,even life and death...but are we ever ready for any of them? everytime something happens out of the blue and it hits us hard,we often ask: WHY?!.. i know i did whenever those things lhappen to me..such as:
pet died:WHY?!
had to leave my home:WHY?!
got bad grades:WHY?!
didnt make the team or group:WHY?!
got hit by a bus:WHY?!
treated unfairly:WHY?!
the sadness might be overwhelming..the pain,excruciating...the hurt,lasting..pero God is everlasting..
let's all hang on to God!
rovin blogged at 2:17 AM
