Tuesday, May 22, 2007
HEY HEY!!!
Cold sweat trickled down my cheek as I peered through the slightly ajar door. I could see edgy men peering through the windows and among the people who were being held captive was the girl who can make my heart beat as fast as how it is beating right now on any given day.
With her cute little smile and eyes that disappear when she smile, she truly is my sunshine. But now is not the time to act mushy and recall one of those times we had so much fun we forgot the world around us, like that time we…ok, I said enough.
If I don’t act soon, this edgy men will turn panicky and do something very foolish.. and yet there was something tugging at my heart.. something that made me pray hard.. real hard. Enough courage came to me and I SWUNG to the back of the building where a new building is being built. Yes, it looked like those u see on movies where there are plenty of support beams and bars in the open, resembling the skeleton of the building. As I SWUNG around, I was surprised how well I could balance.. I jumped through the window of the captured building and chaos ensued.. next thing I knew, I had the CUTE girl with me and we were jumping beam to beam as the “edgy men” were shooting after us. Among them was SOMETHING, the same something that made me pray hard. It took no human form but I instinctively knew we cannot be caught by it.. after swinging from bar to bar, bending and leaping through the gaps in the skeleton which was exhilarating as it was frightening we managed to reach the end of the construction site.. with a “pfft” sound (ok, it sort of seemed like a fart sound but I really thought It sounded cool), the web fired off from my right wrist to create a rope strong enough to hold an elephant aloft (I’m exaggerating here, I haven’t really tried) and I used it to swing us to safety.. away from the impending “thing” after us. I blacked out and next thing I know, I’m at home and I’m late for WORK!!! BWAHAHAH!!
Yes I had a WEB-dream.
Maybe the details aren’t so accurate nor is it complete but I can clearly recall that I was spidey!!!! bwahahahaha.. super cool la! I told may I must blog about it.. I think I’ll still talk about it even when the time that I can hardly run, what more jump and leap off buildings..
The feeling was super shiok, astig, power and whatever slang u can muster to describe uber coolness!!! Haha..
THANK YOU LORD for giving us dreams to put a smile in our faces, tell us your will and for me, to show that even when we’re asleep, God wants to see us smile…
rovin blogged at 8:55 AM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
The calm before the storm…..
How many times have u experienced the feeling of expectant disaster. You just know that yes, it won’t rain, it’ll pour. U smell it in the air. You expect that anytime soon, your sand castle will soon be torn down by an onrushing wave. You try to dismiss it but you cant seem to shake off the monkey on your back…. You know that no matter what you do.. the wave will come. SO…………….. enjoy the calm before the storm while it last!!!
Wahaha.. no use mopping about how much work you have to do. About how much time you have to spend or about how tired you will get cause life is too short to worry.. the Bible tells us not to worry about tomorrow because today has enough trouble itself. So kick back. Eat your ben and jerry’s. watch your cartoon. Eat the most fattening laksa . make fun of yourself in your blog (like my hilarious friend) if it makes u smile ear to ear.. ENJOY!!!
Most importantly, seek God when this time of peace comes and you’ll know that when the waves come, your castle wont be built on sand but on the sturdy bed rock of God’s love.. and you’ll still have the peace amidst the storm. :)
How many times have u experienced the feeling of expectant disaster. You just know that yes, it won’t rain, it’ll pour. U smell it in the air. You expect that anytime soon, your sand castle will soon be torn down by an onrushing wave. You try to dismiss it but you cant seem to shake off the monkey on your back…. You know that no matter what you do.. the wave will come. SO…………….. enjoy the calm before the storm while it last!!!
Wahaha.. no use mopping about how much work you have to do. About how much time you have to spend or about how tired you will get cause life is too short to worry.. the Bible tells us not to worry about tomorrow because today has enough trouble itself. So kick back. Eat your ben and jerry’s. watch your cartoon. Eat the most fattening laksa . make fun of yourself in your blog (like my hilarious friend) if it makes u smile ear to ear.. ENJOY!!!
Most importantly, seek God when this time of peace comes and you’ll know that when the waves come, your castle wont be built on sand but on the sturdy bed rock of God’s love.. and you’ll still have the peace amidst the storm. :)
anyway,
While surfing I came across someones blog i someone lament about his/her life.. he/she says:
I wonder what our creator had in mind man.... can't he just create us to enjoy life... grow up with friends... find someone we love... get married.. start a family... and DIE?... Why is there so much hardship... all the pain and trauma... maybe I should not even have kids in future since it seems as though they will suffer so much... sianz...
was really temoted to tag WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!!!! but i shouldn't because i'm in no position to say that.. but i was REALLY tempted. anyway,Quite disappointing, isn’t?. I guess despair do creep into our lives. Hurt, disappointment, injustice, sickness enter our lives here on earth. You know what was the key phrase? “..here on earth.” We aren’t meant to feel at home here on earth. Disappointments will be part and parcel of life here on earth because this ain’t HEAVEN. Sometimes we get so flustered because we don’t get what we think would make us happy like the girl we were wooing or the money we hope to be earning. But if you think that there is a creator, don’t you think the Him who is the Creator who created the solar system in a way that planets don’t collide with each other, the One who made our human bodies down to the very DNA, who gave us the sun in the day and the moon and stars at night is worth trusting? I hope you find your purpose in life in Him and not wallow in self pity anymore. Stop dreaming of.. JUST dying.. (tts a really lame way of “enjoying” your life, isn’t it?) if you have this kind of mind set and don’t change, maybe I agree with you.. don’t have kids.. you’ll just teach them to just “die”..(sorry, im in no position to judge, I just felt very strongly against just living to DIE)
everyone dies, but few really live
rovin blogged at 5:01 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
SORRY!
Hehe.. another entry from the comfort of my office cubicle. Sometimes the smallest things can hurt the most important people in your life,noh? even when you don’t mean to do certain things at all, they end up happening and hurting the person you hold dear to you. Sometimes we can be so insensitive. We are so consumed by our own lives we fail to see the things other people are going through. Sometimes we are real jerks. We sleep on other peoples worries. We think small of things that other people value greatly. Sometimes we are…. ROYs. Nyehehe… drama noh? hehehe.. aiya.. i screwed up yesterday nite eh.. pro ok na. just feel bad that it happened.. wala lang. "EWAN"..hehe..
Enough drama!
To ROBS and CHIN… BETTER CUT YOUR HAIR BECAUSE I WILL NOT CUT MINE TILL YOU CUT YOURS!!! WAHAHAH!!!! Pls cut your hair na! I look like a MESS when I wake up..wait.. I look like a mess even when im awake…PLS cut you hair!!!
Woo hoo! It’s wed na! yay.. weekend is coming ! oh ya,
COME TO YMCA 230 PM FOR MY CHURCH’S ANNIVERSARY!!! come to see performances, songs, DANCE, MIME, sheep and flying ballerinas!!! COME COME!
rovin blogged at 5:31 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
DUDES!!!
I’m currently behind enemy lines….i’m at work..Hehehe. Just finished a bunch of work and now ive declared a self imposed break.. oops.. gtg….
Im back! So much for my break.. had to run around again. I’m so sleepy now but I know im not supposed to sleep cos aside from my mom’s reputation( my mum used to work here), I’m doing this to bring glory to God.
Sometimes we wonder, how to bring Glory to him,no? especially someone like me who doesn’t seem to learn my lesson. I’m so lousy, I have trouble even forgiving myself. Doesn’t God’s Patience and love just astonishes you? As for me,everytime I try to comprehend it, I end up with a headache. Cause we can’t fathom it. Even the Psalmist exclaimed: who am I that you are mindful of me?
Woo.. back from lunch man! Had chicken rice.. lately,ive been eating chicken rice often for a number of reasons. One, it’s cheap. No use working if I keep throwing my money away eating expensive lunch. Two, it’s better than our company food. Third, the vendor is cute!!! Wahaha..oh no..got work to do now… will continue later
Okok..back to today’s blog. Finished another pile of work. Maybeline called earlier. She said she was at her school’s gym. She got so influenced by her friends that she wants me to go with her later. Talk about miracles. Wahaha!
Hehe.. sneaking in another paragraph to my blog. Wahaha! Can I take a poll? ( I assume there are still ppl reading my “dead” blog).
How many of u just hate going to public toilets to do your “big business”???
As for me.. I HATE it!!! I will only go if I feel as though when I break wind, it would bring in other substances with it. Gets??? I would seriously tahan till bo bian, I must go. Okok..enough.things to do again..
Oh ya, I want to send my shout outs to taggers in my dead blog! Haha.. u guys made me start my blog again.. ur the air beneath my wings, the silver lining in the cloud, the light at the end of the tunnel, the person reading this post rolling ur eyes.
Wahaha.. I just made u shout out lame or I just made u smile. Either way, i hope u somehow reacted to this post, and not stare at it without any sort of reaction.that would look VERY dumb.
kk.. i got to do something again! think i'll end here for today! till the next "office blogging",see you!
I’m currently behind enemy lines….i’m at work..Hehehe. Just finished a bunch of work and now ive declared a self imposed break.. oops.. gtg….
Im back! So much for my break.. had to run around again. I’m so sleepy now but I know im not supposed to sleep cos aside from my mom’s reputation( my mum used to work here), I’m doing this to bring glory to God.
Sometimes we wonder, how to bring Glory to him,no? especially someone like me who doesn’t seem to learn my lesson. I’m so lousy, I have trouble even forgiving myself. Doesn’t God’s Patience and love just astonishes you? As for me,everytime I try to comprehend it, I end up with a headache. Cause we can’t fathom it. Even the Psalmist exclaimed: who am I that you are mindful of me?
Woo.. back from lunch man! Had chicken rice.. lately,ive been eating chicken rice often for a number of reasons. One, it’s cheap. No use working if I keep throwing my money away eating expensive lunch. Two, it’s better than our company food. Third, the vendor is cute!!! Wahaha..oh no..got work to do now… will continue later
Okok..back to today’s blog. Finished another pile of work. Maybeline called earlier. She said she was at her school’s gym. She got so influenced by her friends that she wants me to go with her later. Talk about miracles. Wahaha!
Hehe.. sneaking in another paragraph to my blog. Wahaha! Can I take a poll? ( I assume there are still ppl reading my “dead” blog).
How many of u just hate going to public toilets to do your “big business”???
As for me.. I HATE it!!! I will only go if I feel as though when I break wind, it would bring in other substances with it. Gets??? I would seriously tahan till bo bian, I must go. Okok..enough.things to do again..
Oh ya, I want to send my shout outs to taggers in my dead blog! Haha.. u guys made me start my blog again.. ur the air beneath my wings, the silver lining in the cloud, the light at the end of the tunnel, the person reading this post rolling ur eyes.
Wahaha.. I just made u shout out lame or I just made u smile. Either way, i hope u somehow reacted to this post, and not stare at it without any sort of reaction.that would look VERY dumb.
kk.. i got to do something again! think i'll end here for today! till the next "office blogging",see you!
GOD bless and peace!
rovin blogged at 4:58 PM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
new beginning
"...forgetting what's behind and striving for the goal which is ahead of us..."
my blog has been revived AGAIN!!! oh man, i regret putting it into coma earlier cos SO MANY things has happened between then and now. BUT i wont be talking bout them cos it'll take too long and my fingers aren't ready for a typing marathon just yet.
but i must talk bout shai and rena. they went off last saturday to USA together with their parents and ate. they left behind brilliant memories that no one can re-create or take away from any of the wyldfires hu flooded Changi airport early saturday morning.
many of us will miss shaider's guitar skills, rena's graceful tambourine moves, tita's food, tito's voice and rochel's ever ready smile. for myself, i'll miss them for them. i'll miss the small little things like rena's laugh or the way she looks at me strangely when i do very lame stuff( i dun do tt very often ah :). the way shai always pretends he doesnt care bout *something or someone* even when it's written all over his face tt he cares. the way his hair doesn't seem to rest on his head flatly.the way rochell smiles whenever ppl tok to her or when we carry her wheelchair up the stairs. the way her mum always says "oh rovin!" then nothing. haha. the way tito rene sings and communicates with the congregation.
BUT... goodbye to us wyldfires means it's hello to people of houston for them. i'm sure they will be used mightily there. they will always be wyldfire...always...
with this, i sign off and hopefully, the next time i blog wont be another few months.
rovin, out
rovin blogged at 2:35 AM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
WAHAHAHA!!!
I'VE RECOVERED MY BLOG!!!yes!!! i finally remembered my password!! wahaha!!! timely too cos yesterday was my 'bline's birthday!
i pray and hope that her 20th year here on earth would be FUN, JOYFUL and FULFILLING..
haha.. we actually set out a couple of goals for her bout tts another blog entry. :).
let's now look back at her 19th year.. her first 19th year was a Sunday and the youth celebrated it at esplanade glutton square with prawn mee galore!!! next highlight is that she became a UNI student!!! woots! so exciting!!! she bought loads of stuff to prepare for her uni life such as blouses and shorts and pants.... as of today, she's perpetually preparing for her life in uni everytime a sale comes around.. moving on, her 19th year also had her having to tolerate her bf's repeated complaints 'bout army and the way it's trying to dictate his life (she's still having to bear with it). 19 also saw may having to juggle multiple tuition in one week and yet still have time to do so well, SHE GOT OFFERED SECOND MAJOR!!! wahaha.. very proud of her.. 19 also us having a cool off period for a couple of weeks.. but thankfully, she cant get enough of me! (nyehehe! it's my blog,u expect me to say otherwise? wake up ur idea man). 19 also saw her take giant bounds to get her mom to believe in Christ by her witnessing (still a work in progress,pls pray for her). 19th year also meant.... BANGKOK!!! she had loads of fun there together with her friends. she experienced shopping from morning till nite and she also witness a romance sort of develop.. hehehe.. she re-commited to Christ and promised to turn to God first in whatever trials she faces instead of her no good bf... there are so many things to type bout her 19th year including her new hobby dota but i shant cos my fingers are sore from typing taking into account the hibernation period of my blog in which my fingers most streinous activity was to dig my nose *oops.. supposed to be G-rated entry...
ANYWAY,
she's a blessing to everyone she knows and probably even to people she doesnt know. :) her warmth extends to everyone be it the old lady selling tissue or to her uni prof(hehehe). she has blessed my life as well. without her care and affection through this years,i would be a lifeless and worn out person just wallowing in self-pity as i keep all my emotions inside me away from anyone who care to take a peek. she's great...
PS: all the things i spouted in my miserable and lame poem is true,maybeRine...
thank you
rovin blogged at 8:31 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
hey hey!!! it's me, the forgetful blogger.
whoah! just thinking bout wat to blog gives me a headache( rule #1 for slackers: no headaches.. oops: rule #1 was no thinking for me). so many things happened between the time i last blogged and today. hai nako. valentines was great man! i got a LAVA lamp! it's like the most slack thingamajig that u can find.. the semi-liquid moves as fast as me. super shiok. if i had to choose wat useless furniture i would be, i'd probably choose to be a lava lamp. the semi-liquid moves in such a lackadisical way and yet guys find it cool and girls find it interesting! imagine having to slack and have fans for doin it! (rule #2: slackers want the maximum output with minimum if no input :) ) i also got new boxes of contact lenses! just found out that ive been poisoning my eyes with the solution ive been using so the superwoman of royville went to buy new ones for me :) .
my garndparents and my dad's cousin are here in sg! my gdad is having a time of his life waking up to take daily strolls to a nearby mac outlet and buying us breakfast.. haha.. cheers to pancakes! my gmom is enjoyin the fact that we're noisy here and tt we always have food! haha..
and they absolutely love the above mentioned superwoman.. keep asking me to bring her back to phil..haha. speaking of phil.. I'M going back!! wahahah! although it's goin to be short lang, i hope to eat and do everything filipino back home! i miss bein filipino in a very filipino place in a very filipino weather,a very filipino traffic and very filipino filipinos! sad thing though cos i wont be spending a very special day with a very special girl.. haiz..
anyway, i'll conduct a poll now..should i take up singapore citezenship or should i stay a PR... pros of being a singaporean: u get to drink from the tap safely here in sg. u get to travel easier. u get housing grants which amount to a substantial amount. u get a very promising career in high payin singapore. i have friends and know the place well. spent half my life here already.
pros of not goin singaporean: i get to sing "pinoy ako" song shamelessly. i get to run away fr sg when her northern neighbour decides to attack this lil' red dot. i just love being filipino.
haiz... i love being filipino and i also love being in sg.. why cant sg govt recognize phil and offer dual citezenship? hai nako.. time to pray with me my friend..
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rovin blogged at 8:21 PM
